Couldnt find the urge to blog about my results since last monday. Today, I finally found the urge and the inspiration to blog about it.
The Wait-why?
The result releasing date was scheduled to be out on last monday but some of my friends by chance managed to check it on friday. This really got us very very tensed up.Pressing the refresh button once in a few minutes.Imagine that, the mental torture that we had for the 2-3 days before the results were officially out and this is not inclusive of the mental torture we had since right after the exams.
I was alone when I manage to check my results, I refreshed the page just to test my luck and POP. My results came out right in front of me.Dear was checking for me throughout the two days as well.
It fall short of my expectation a bit, just like how my others friends do but I'm glad and thank God for my results. At the same time, its a sad thing to know some of our close friends are unable to continue the race till we graduate and are forced to refer or retake.
I'm glad that my parents and family members are happy with my results.I'm happy myself too as I can proceed and be a Final year law student and enter into the next chapter of my life.
How fast time zooms by. The time when I receive my disastrous SPM results seems to be like just a few days ago.
Everything happens for a reason. It is because of that which I ve learnt a lesson and be consistent in my students from A-Levels till where I am now. The fear of it is still there.
So what's the fear we are talking about here?
Meeting own expectations?Parents expectation?Ppl's judgement?
A mixture of all I guess.
I didnt know about it until my dad mentioned just now, saying that someone doubted my capabilities in completing this law degree. Who is that person doesnt matter, but as what Chiew Ee always say. Prove the doubters wrong, silent the naysayers.
I'm so gonna continue to work hard for my final year.
Times may come that because of what people say I may even doubt myself, but through my experience this few years in KL,I grow to be more confident.
Confident but play safe, that is.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Dreams of Faith
The day before yesterday, I made a dream. Quite a horrifying 1. Perhaps due to what people was talking and discussing during the day.
I dreamt that my rented room is haunted!The "ghost" was running across my room and stuff like that. I was horrified. Immediately, I say out a prayer to God in my dream to chase them away. In my dream, Koh Esther was there. I pulled her hand and requested her to pray for me too! There after, I woke up from my dream.
When I was awake, I thought to myself while walking out to the mainroad to wait for the bus, this must be a dream of faith.
Sometimes in reality and real life,we do not even remember to pray when something happens.
Yesterday nite, I dreamt that my luagage bag was stolen.I did not panic I was just calm and cool about it. After sometime, I received a call from Aunty Irene and she said that hey come and collect your bag. The bag is with me.
Arent this a dream of faith as well. Knowing that something will turn out alright?
Is this a sign? Is there something that God wants to convey to me through my dreams?
I dreamt that my rented room is haunted!The "ghost" was running across my room and stuff like that. I was horrified. Immediately, I say out a prayer to God in my dream to chase them away. In my dream, Koh Esther was there. I pulled her hand and requested her to pray for me too! There after, I woke up from my dream.
When I was awake, I thought to myself while walking out to the mainroad to wait for the bus, this must be a dream of faith.
Sometimes in reality and real life,we do not even remember to pray when something happens.
Yesterday nite, I dreamt that my luagage bag was stolen.I did not panic I was just calm and cool about it. After sometime, I received a call from Aunty Irene and she said that hey come and collect your bag. The bag is with me.
Arent this a dream of faith as well. Knowing that something will turn out alright?
Is this a sign? Is there something that God wants to convey to me through my dreams?
P-E-O-P-L-E
Is it true that people with different characteristics makes the world a funner and more exciting place to live in?
If the answer is in the affirmative. Then, so be it.
Sometimes, I am really fed up and pissed with some people.
Their judgements are so shallow and what they see is just on the surface and giving comments which are hurtful, even without them noticing about it.
How ppl work and care behind is not important. What is important is you need to "show" that you are worthy of their praise..
What's this? Buzz off
If the answer is in the affirmative. Then, so be it.
Sometimes, I am really fed up and pissed with some people.
Their judgements are so shallow and what they see is just on the surface and giving comments which are hurtful, even without them noticing about it.
How ppl work and care behind is not important. What is important is you need to "show" that you are worthy of their praise..
What's this? Buzz off
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Results
Exam results will be announce on the 23rd August 2010. My heart is already pumping fast.
They should release the results early. So that we will have our "genuine" holiday and not a roller coster holiday fearing abt the results
Some may say, if you are well prepared what is there to scared about. BUT, accident happens! Not once or twice, but quite often it seems.
Well, I really hope I ll get at least straight Bs!
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They should release the results early. So that we will have our "genuine" holiday and not a roller coster holiday fearing abt the results
Some may say, if you are well prepared what is there to scared about. BUT, accident happens! Not once or twice, but quite often it seems.
Well, I really hope I ll get at least straight Bs!
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
花钱
最近我花了我爸妈不少钱。
去了一趟度假，虽然我自己还了飞机票和酒店费，我在那里的费用已然是我父母给的。
之后，爸爸有答应买了iPad给我。那里又须要花钱了。
下个月我就会般出来自己住。租金取要还，还须要买些必须品。 同同都须要用到钱。
如果他们打算买气车给我，那里又须要花很多钱。
九月一开课，也许要换学费。
我真的感到内就。
我子能祈祷。
希望我的裎绩会是满以的。
这是我惟一能报答和令他们骄傲的事。
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去了一趟度假，虽然我自己还了飞机票和酒店费，我在那里的费用已然是我父母给的。
之后，爸爸有答应买了iPad给我。那里又须要花钱了。
下个月我就会般出来自己住。租金取要还，还须要买些必须品。 同同都须要用到钱。
如果他们打算买气车给我，那里又须要花很多钱。
九月一开课，也许要换学费。
我真的感到内就。
我子能祈祷。
希望我的裎绩会是满以的。
这是我惟一能报答和令他们骄傲的事。
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Friday, July 9, 2010
Oh,finally!
Today has been a long day. Travelled from Muar to KL, KL to Mentakab, and Mentakab to KL again. No regrets, I'll take it as a form of holiday:)
Upon reaching KL, we went to scout for houses and I'm really desperately in need of 1 before my new sem starts again.
I finally found 1 with a very reasonable price, spacious room, the balcony will be at my disposal, eateries just in front of the house, dobi and mini market within walking distance.
I should be happy and feel relieved, but why I m not ?
I figured that perhaps it's because there are still a lot of unsolved matters and question marks in my mind. I'll try not to think too much though. Perhaps its because I do not want to burden my parents too much as well. Since they just bought me an iPad, that's like almost 2k gone, and now they have to pay for my house rent, and the neccesaries that I need in my room, and yea, I also cant live there without a bike or a car.
Oh well, now is holiday time. I should feel relaxed and not be vexed by all this minute stuff.
Till then, see how it goes and turns out.
Upon reaching KL, we went to scout for houses and I'm really desperately in need of 1 before my new sem starts again.
I finally found 1 with a very reasonable price, spacious room, the balcony will be at my disposal, eateries just in front of the house, dobi and mini market within walking distance.
I should be happy and feel relieved, but why I m not ?
I figured that perhaps it's because there are still a lot of unsolved matters and question marks in my mind. I'll try not to think too much though. Perhaps its because I do not want to burden my parents too much as well. Since they just bought me an iPad, that's like almost 2k gone, and now they have to pay for my house rent, and the neccesaries that I need in my room, and yea, I also cant live there without a bike or a car.
Oh well, now is holiday time. I should feel relaxed and not be vexed by all this minute stuff.
Till then, see how it goes and turns out.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Another Learning Path
I was very excited when my friend introduced me to a website listing those part time job.
My aim was to find a job with high pay. This particular Trialing Specialist job attracts me since the basic pay is Rm80. Oh man, never ever in my life I could earn so much in one day !
Rm80 is equivalent to my few days work in Muar.
I went for the interview and got through the interview. By the time, the parking fees has already caused me a big bom.
I still think its worth it. Soon after the training and coming back from Langkawi. I started my work in Jusco Puchong.
I was really very blur and didnt even really understand what my job scope are. The only thing I know from the training is that we need to do hell lots of work for the Rm8o pay.
I'm really happy that I accepted the job and went to work. Yes, the job is tiring I admit.
However, what I ve experience is something beyond that. My fellow partner from the same company ( promoting different product ) was so helpful that words really cant describe how grateful I am to that aunty.
From her and the other promoters in Jusco Puchong. I've really learnt a lot .
I will call this social lessons.
They show me how they can be happy and jovial and enjoy their work even if its tedious. The smile and greeting eventhough they dont really know me really gives me a warm atmosphere of work. They teach me how to curi tulang in a correct way. Sharing our samples and food in the cooking area. They teach me how to be selfless. They teach me how to be helpful. Regardless of which company and what we are promoting, everyone is like close friends already for many years. How they really teach me to save money and be street smart.
I really enjoyed my work. So what if its just a promoter's job. As compared to them, I guess I m very fortunate. They work to feed themselves and family. I work just to earn some extra pocket money for more gadgets,holidays, and relationship.
I wish I could continue working there, but now without a car, its a bit hard.
Well, I will try to enjoy myself as much as possible when I go to work next weekend which is probably the last time I'll be seeing them.
My aim was to find a job with high pay. This particular Trialing Specialist job attracts me since the basic pay is Rm80. Oh man, never ever in my life I could earn so much in one day !
Rm80 is equivalent to my few days work in Muar.
I went for the interview and got through the interview. By the time, the parking fees has already caused me a big bom.
I still think its worth it. Soon after the training and coming back from Langkawi. I started my work in Jusco Puchong.
I was really very blur and didnt even really understand what my job scope are. The only thing I know from the training is that we need to do hell lots of work for the Rm8o pay.
I'm really happy that I accepted the job and went to work. Yes, the job is tiring I admit.
However, what I ve experience is something beyond that. My fellow partner from the same company ( promoting different product ) was so helpful that words really cant describe how grateful I am to that aunty.
From her and the other promoters in Jusco Puchong. I've really learnt a lot .
I will call this social lessons.
They show me how they can be happy and jovial and enjoy their work even if its tedious. The smile and greeting eventhough they dont really know me really gives me a warm atmosphere of work. They teach me how to curi tulang in a correct way. Sharing our samples and food in the cooking area. They teach me how to be selfless. They teach me how to be helpful. Regardless of which company and what we are promoting, everyone is like close friends already for many years. How they really teach me to save money and be street smart.
I really enjoyed my work. So what if its just a promoter's job. As compared to them, I guess I m very fortunate. They work to feed themselves and family. I work just to earn some extra pocket money for more gadgets,holidays, and relationship.
I wish I could continue working there, but now without a car, its a bit hard.
Well, I will try to enjoy myself as much as possible when I go to work next weekend which is probably the last time I'll be seeing them.
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