Tuesday, August 31, 2010

The Final Hour Before August Ends

I'll take this opportunity to write down about how my August has been.

My prayer answered. It was not a roller coster ride for me this August. Everything seems to fall in place. Ranging from my work, my studies,my daily needs,my daily wants and companionship and family, everything seems to be fine, very fine. Everyone is happy.

I should and can say that this is 1 of the happiest month ever throughout the whole year. I've always been ready to face challenges and trials because I know happy moments normally will not last.However, I'm overwhelmed that now even the final hour of August. I'm still feeling how I felt since the starting of the month.

Shifted to my own rented room.Everything went on smoothly, getting settled down.Learning to be independent. Getting myself familiarize with that area.

Started work at Home Treasues which open my eyes to a lot of new things to explore and learn. Experiences such as dealing with big clients and negotiating with them, operating UBS, and even to open my eyes to see how a business operates as a whole. Closed a few deals which I m thankful of.

As mentioned, received my results. Finally can sigh with relief. Now, at home for a few days to feel the warmth of being at home.All else taken care of.

Get to play with my new gadgets,get to spend time with dear and having dinners together.

Words just cant describe how the month of August has been treating me.

I have a specific thing to thank God of . When I close a deal with an international customer and of course receive some commission, I was really doubtful. I was thinking myself, is this the sum of money God gave me to refer or resit any paper once i get my dreadful results?

The answer turn out to be in the negative. PTL.

Since I've not bought myself what I really wanted for quite some time, I guess I could use this hard earn money to buy myself some of my heart desires.

Amongst others.

iPad keyboard dock.

Wild Channel Back Pack.

Padini Watch.

Leather casing for iPhone.

Converse shoes. (together with dear).

August 2010.I'll remember you..:)

Nike-Just Do It

My parents bought me a new pair of shoes this morning while we were shopping in Malacca.

To be utterly honest,sometimes or I should say before this I wouldn't care much about buying branded goods except for my gadgets.

Oh well, human beings have to upgrade and sail along the sea of rapid improvements.

My first pair of Nike Shoes.

The pair of shoes come together with a free gift.A horrifying green bag:)

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A Moment Like This

There's a chinese quote which is written like this.

I ll based my quote on this。

Which means when you are away from home and family, that is when you begin to cherish their existence and time with them.

I've been having my holidays since end of May. I'm surprise that I'm those kind of person who really can't just sit and lay back and be lazy for too long.

Thus, I find a couple a job to "interesti-fy" my holiday besides going for holiday.

At the end of it, after results was released,that is the time where I can genuinely enjoy my holidays without fear or trembling.

Right now sitting on the sofa in my own house, having the inspiration to blog once again.I decided to pen down something here.

Ordinary talks,ordinary gestures,ordinary shopping,ordinary exchanging of ideas,ordinary exchanging of opinions,ordinary home cook food, ordinary time of bonding with family members are priceless.

How long can we enjoy a moment such as these?

Enjoy and cherish while we still can.Live a life with no regrets even if it means needing to go to another world the very next moment.

I love my family.

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Sunday, August 29, 2010

The Wait...

Couldnt find the urge to blog about my results since last monday. Today, I finally found the urge and the inspiration to blog about it.

The Wait-why?

The result releasing date was scheduled to be out on last monday but some of my friends by chance managed to check it on friday. This really got us very very tensed up.Pressing the refresh button once in a few minutes.Imagine that, the mental torture that we had for the 2-3 days before the results were officially out and this is not inclusive of the mental torture we had since right after the exams.

I was alone when I manage to check my results, I refreshed the page just to test my luck and POP. My results came out right in front of me.Dear was checking for me throughout the two days as well.

It fall short of my expectation a bit, just like how my others friends do but I'm glad and thank God for my results. At the same time, its a sad thing to know some of our close friends are unable to continue the race till we graduate and are forced to refer or retake.

I'm glad that my parents and family members are happy with my results.I'm happy myself too as I can proceed and be a Final year law student and enter into the next chapter of my life.

How fast time zooms by. The time when I receive my disastrous SPM results seems to be like just a few days ago.

Everything happens for a reason. It is because of that which I ve learnt a lesson and be consistent in my students from A-Levels till where I am now. The fear of it is still there.

So what's the fear we are talking about here?
Meeting own expectations?Parents expectation?Ppl's judgement?

A mixture of all I guess.

I didnt know about it until my dad mentioned just now, saying that someone doubted my capabilities in completing this law degree. Who is that person doesnt matter, but as what Chiew Ee always say. Prove the doubters wrong, silent the naysayers.

I'm so gonna continue to work hard for my final year.

Times may come that because of what people say I may even doubt myself, but through my experience this few years in KL,I grow to be more confident.

Confident but play safe, that is.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Dreams of Faith

The day before yesterday, I made a dream. Quite a horrifying 1. Perhaps due to what people was talking and discussing during the day.

I dreamt that my rented room is haunted!The "ghost" was running across my room and stuff like that. I was horrified. Immediately, I say out a prayer to God in my dream to chase them away. In my dream, Koh Esther was there. I pulled her hand and requested her to pray for me too! There after, I woke up from my dream.

When I was awake, I thought to myself while walking out to the mainroad to wait for the bus, this must be a dream of faith.

Sometimes in reality and real life,we do not even remember to pray when something happens.

Yesterday nite, I dreamt that my luagage bag was stolen.I did not panic I was just calm and cool about it. After sometime, I received a call from Aunty Irene and she said that hey come and collect your bag. The bag is with me.

Arent this a dream of faith as well. Knowing that something will turn out alright?

Is this a sign? Is there something that God wants to convey to me through my dreams?


Is it true that people with different characteristics makes the world a funner and more exciting place to live in?

If the answer is in the affirmative. Then, so be it.

Sometimes, I am really fed up and pissed with some people.

Their judgements are so shallow and what they see is just on the surface and giving comments which are hurtful, even without them noticing about it.

How ppl work and care behind is not important. What is important is you need to "show" that you are worthy of their praise..

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