hmm.....when it comes to rainy days and gloomy weather... it always make me ponder about a lot of things....basically.. life.... what had i gone through so far, what experiences that i have ... what good and bad encounters that i ve come across with ....
My mind,unconsciously feels with emotions and strong feelings of both good and bad...rainy days ... some people view it as a good weather ... where it lowers down the temperature .. and its cold and refreshing as compared to hot sunny days where the heat actually irritates us and make us more hot tempered at times..it actually much depends on how we look at things... rainy days can sometimes bring trouble to us as well .. and the sunlight is indeed very helpful for most of the living creatures and it brings a sense of warmness...
It brings back a not-so pleasant memory of mine,
about 1 and the half years ago,
where the sun was shining so brightly,
but it was a rainy day for me,
now it is not something good,but something undesirable,
where my SPM results is out,and i accept it in disbelief.
how could this be?
no one including myself could believe it. 3As is all i see..
it was a rainy day for me, tears came down as though as its raining.
sunny but a rainy day for me ...
my parents were disappointed, so do lots of the others feels the same as me .
i had never actually make them proud before, academically,
there were always no straights As that people could see from me ...
finally there are no longer Cs,
and exhange a shattered me to a more confident me,
and the results of mine now, prove to be satisfactory,
or i should say its more that what i can prcviously get and see,
finally that is what i can give my parents,
which while they see,
it will bring smile and laughter to them,
there are no longer Cs but an exam slip which makes them happy.
it pleases me,
to see them happy.
and i wish .... i could see it continously ....
it warms my heart to see them,
proud of my results and this is what i seriously want to see..
Rainy day, prove not to be so unpleasant for me anymore.. but it brings joy to me .... not only because of my results but because what i m currently having , and most importantly a happy family...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
i'm right now so excited to blog something here ...... because .... for the first time in my life , and probably ... the last time .... i ve got the chance to meet up with The Right Honourable Lord Justice Sir Anthony May of the Court of Appeal in England and Wales... woohoo!!... its hard to see or even meet this type of people ok ? .. haha ... anyway .. he came to our college for a dialogue session this morning..okok ... i know ... he is still a normal human being la .... but then i just cant control my excitement..:)
they are the highlights for the day ? ... nono .. haha ...they are just posers... haha kasturi and jega
picture blurred, due to shaky hands and maximum zoom, i m sitting right at the back..so far from him:)
and FINALLY... got the chance to take a picture with him!... lesson learned today, not to be shy...Shyness will eventually disbenefit us ....:) ... at first i was shy to approach him, but then...my friend was like pushing me to go infront .. so... yeah .. benefit from that
after the dialogue session, had lunch with ben,jess,amos and our beloved econs lecturer... He accompanied us till we finish our meal.. and eventually paid for my friends meal.. but not mine.. coz i ordered from another stall.. wat a waste.. haha juz jk .. but its nice of him to do so...
it was raining very heavilly... and being the usual me ... i dun bring umbrella along with me ...went to CIMB bank to buy a bank draft and then off we went to the british council to certify our cert...and throughout the whole process..i was without an umbrella... obviously... i was wet from head down to my shoe... and to make things worst... there is something wrong wit my shoe base.. once i step on a pool of water.. my whole shoe gets wet.. and my socks get sooky wet too... anyway ;.... i m healthy enough so as to not to get sick!... :)
p/s: had been wanting to go for exercise for the past two days.. but due to the rainy weather and busying for my uni app..i didnt manage to go ... but i WILL go tomorrow morning. ..hehe
Monday, August 25, 2008
with the pictures attached, i think i would not need to elaborate more about it .. the picture speaks for itself... yeah .... all of them are pretty awesome!Got fascinated by them very much..its very hard to own 1 tank of it though ... the salt level, the pH and all the technicalities of it must be right...would have just rugi a few hundreds of dollars within a day or so, if anything goes wrong ....
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
yeah, its her birthday ... she is now legal to do a lot of things :)
mango + ice cream
sizzling hotplate noodles... delicious
she smiles whenever she gets to eat .. haha nono... i'm juz joking
next... we had baskin robbins as pencuci mulut ......
went to secret recipe for dinner .... dats my meal... beefball speghetti
mian yi's order .. chicken cordon bleu
realise that there is lots of pictures in my blog now a days .. and very true.. the pictures can do most of the talking for me !....
on a side note, good news for me from the college management... they had decided to give me 50% scholarship!which i m very happy and thank God for His abundant blessings once again ...so... i can buy more gadjets now with that money ? haha :P
Monday, August 11, 2008
my friend got their results yesterday, but my college officially issued it today... yeah .. so 11th of August.. is THE day for me ... a day of fear and trembling..haha...my results will determine a lot of things... auntomatically woke up at 6 smth this morning.. and my heartbeat was really very fast, from six something till i get my results... and when i see my results ... i was happy!! and satisfied as well, i would think that its God blessing upon my life..
if u could enlarge this picture... my uncle.. said that my parents are the investors.... and i'm an investment to them ... :)
and Jess collected my wages for me today too ! first time holding a check which has my name on it ..this had made my day even more joyful..... lalalalala
sms-ed mr khor and expressed my gratitude to him ... and this is wat he replied me:)
Think law?Think ATC:)