last year's yesterday

It had been a year since my grandfather passed away...and the memories are still mingling in my mind ... my uncle and family went back for some dunno wat memorial thing i guess..but i didnt. ..i often dream about my grandpa.... and the dreams are all so real...i always dream the scenario when he is still alive but its like the final few days or weeks of his life...and after a year of his passing... it still remain so real and someh0w made me convince that he is still alive.. dat is in my dreams... but reality remains a fact..... well the fact is ...those who r gone r gone... they may be alive, but its juz in my dreams...