My first time

matt, theebana , and i
the girls in our team and the cheerleaders
The fu-yoh and Lord Napkin team(ALVL mar/apr)

On wed,our college organised a futsal competition in summit.Since my friends team is lack of ppl, Matt asked me to join in for the competition...suprisingly ... i was not veli reluctant.. i juz simply give a YES to him... haha...when i think back, how would i manage to play futsal and its a competition when i know nothing about it .... and i use to hate it ... maybe because i duno much about it ..well, the day finally came for my first time, we met our team members and some cheerleaders in kl sentral and then we went to summit together...by the time we reach, we were already late...BUT ....some of them are even later than us ... so its ok ...looking at the court.. i tot it wont be hard for me ... as t he field is not veli big.. but when the match started... in proves me wrong...haha i almost died thr... juz joking .. :) its really tiring..no matter what, the first time is always the best experience.. no matter what the results is ....if u guys wan to know the results.ask me personallly... i will tell u in person,but most probably u will be laughing at our team or me in particular for the whole day when u know it ... haha....on dat day it self, it was also my first time wearing jersey...cool... two first times in one day ...:)

still cant get over it....

all the guys in the CG
the only three girls... ariel,theresa, n erm....:P

i like looking at my friends blogs to know how they are doing and stuff.. BUT everytime i will feel sad after seeing their blogs.. why ?Almost everytime i see their blog, there will be always gatherings here and there..which obviously i m not there..it so happen everything time when i visit their blog. i will be alone in my room... that makes me feel worst...in my previous blog, i ve said that i need to cherish what i m having now rather than envying them..but i juz cant get over it... furthermore, there is someone who i long to see for months, but juz always miss the chance to do so..and it seems to be like hide n seek everytime..Anyway, i went to port dickson for an outing with OUG CG members.. its an enjoyable 1... with boon keep laughing non-stop over some matter... i shd have took his pic when he is laughing...haha ... it so happen dat whenever i have programmes on, there will always be assignment or assessment to hold me up..however, i still went...its nice to hang out with my new bro n sis in christ , eventhough i juz know them for about a month or so..above is some photos for the outing ...for more photos viewers can visit

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What Happens In Heaven

This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true: I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth. Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. "This is the Aknowledgment Section," my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed "How is it that there is no work going on here?" I asked. "So sad," the angel sighed. "After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments ." "How does one acknowledge God's blessings?" I asked. "Simple," the angel answered. Just say, "Thank you, Lord." "What blessings should they acknowledge?" I asked. "If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy ." "And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity." Also ..... " If you woke up this morning with more health than illness ... you are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day ." "If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... you are ahead of 700 million people in the world." "If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world ." "If your parents are still alive and still married ...you are very rare ." "If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair." Ok, what now? How can I start? If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all. Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you want, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are.

unlimited wants....

humans have unlimited wants, this is what we learn in economics... But when we come to think of it..its pretty true.. not onli in the economic point of view,but also to the applications of our lives...we practically will not be satisfied of what we are having...For example, if we have money, we will want more.. if we have a handphone, we want a better want... However, if this goes on .... till the end when you have everything... we will think that everything is useless and pointless... things and surroundings that we are in should be limited...it is only by this that the thing will have a value and we will cherish it.In a more practical sense, and which is also a purpose of me writing this post is...I as a rational human, is also prone to want more and more of something...i really admired my friends in muar...they have youth retreats, camps, concerts, weekly EYM meetings...this are all the things that i miss out... which i am a bit sad n disappointed that i could not make it for all those events because i m in KL..especially the youth retreat... i wanted to go so much but i juz couldnt make it....despite all this things,i realise that i shd treasure what i have in KL...often, the desire's of us wanting more of something..will tend to make us neglect, enjoy and appreaciate what we have here... "The grass on the otherside is always greener"... come to think of it, i shd really really cherish what i have in KL and stop envying those friends and youths in muar..it is a fact that i need to get use to the life in KL because this is gonna be a new chapter n new episode in my life which i need to go through..Look forward n not look back...Btw, last week i ve found a church which is suitable for me to go too ..which is FGA kl.. i was really very impressed by them... they where really man n woman of God...being a pastor at a very young age...the sermon was practical and useful to the youths, despite that they are a very big congregation, they have really good hospitality, which will make me feel warmed n welcomed all the time...i dont feel like a stranger at all!...oops another pretty long post... anyway ... i will be going for badminton with my col mates again tomolo! hurray... and there will be a cell group meeting tomolo nite...think my schdule is packed tomorrow... and i pray that despite everything... God will still be the centre of my life...thanks for ur time reading... haha

The thoughts of mine before bedtime....

Often I lye down on the bed, I will let my thinking run wild… as in freely…a lot of issues came into my mind…the though of my impression to others will frequently come into my mind.. leaving me really sad but also happy at times… sad… why ?because I know that I cant possibly please everyone…n worst still…. Knowingly or unknowingly leaving a bad impression to others about me…there are always things which I do which hurts or even provoke others…I m not perfect.. yet to be honest, I m trying to change to a better person through experience n even through the guidance of God.. making sure that I wont do the same mistake which will leave a bad impression to others… well, the dones cannot be undone… the only way is to improve myself and prevent from repeating the mistakes again.. In contrary, there are also times when I will be happy before going into dreamland, thinking of the complements received for the day or even the past… this will really build up my confidence n ego…. Many of us think that ego is a bad thing… in fact, its not …. An appropriate amount of ego is good as long as it is not over the line… it makes us feel more self confident in order to communicate with people around us…However, it is still the best if 1 day God appears and say”Well done Daniel, you are my great and faithful servant” This is the best complement we can get ….i will make sure that I will work towards it as I know in my present situation… I am very far from reaching it …
The second issue that comes into my mind frequently is that…. In reality… how many REAL friends I have…If we have a lot of friends in our friendster list that means we have a lot of friends? Often seeking testi n comments from others… hoping to receive positive comments…I don’t really think so… I can say that I have a lot of friends… almost everywhere I go …or meet in msn… I will have lots and lots of friends…BUT, in this context, friends are just people who say or greet a HI or just a simple HOW ARE YOU… that’s all….To me, the friend I seek and hope to get is… someone who is there to listen to me when I am down, share problems, secrets , happiness…no many what is coming on our way… u will know that this he/she is there for you… how nice it is ya ? …This is the type of friend that I m thinking… how many this kind of friends do I have?...well,after stating that, sometimes there is a purpose why God allow this friends of ours to be far from us or even to be away when we need them… this is because God wants us to depend on Him more than our friends…. Our friends may give us the comfort that we want at the point of time, but God is there to provide a more lasting n better comfort for us… in terms of troubles, we will tend to demand more on friends…. Sms, msn or phone calls… but God is providing free service … believe it ? … Just flip through the bible… Jeremiah 33.3 …. Btw, a simple forwarded msg or just a simple what ya doing msg… will make me smile for the rest of the day.. To me, all this msg indicates that someone remembers us…I will not treat it merely as a forwarded msg… but I will take the real meaning out of the msg.. this is why I like to keep all the message that I receive… To all my real friends that reading this blog…. I just want to say that I truly cherish all of you… and to those that I ve hurted…. Is there a word HURTED?.. haha … who cares… I really sincerely apologise… Why make more enemy when we can make more friends out of them rite?... that’s all for today… think this is long post which is enough to entertain the readers of my blog… since I ve not been blogging for quite sometime… hehe… I admit, I am quite emotional at times… yeah … that’s me

penang trip

it was one year ago since i went to penang for a holiday.. erm... not holiday actually, is juz a trip...time flies... couldnt imagine dat one year had pass juz like dat... after my law lecture on thurs..my dad n i walk to pudu and buy a bus ticket to penang.before dat, we had our quick and simple wan tan mee lunch in petaling street... a famous but dirty 1:p I ve chose dat place because the service there is fast normally..but due to some errors, this time was different.. took quite long before my food is on the table.. well, its really true dat everytime when ppl is rushing, something will crop up to slow us down... as said earlier, we walk to pudu.. my dad bought the 1.30 bus..he buys it from the agent.. so whenever there is a seat in any bus, we will have the chance to do so..after that, we went down to the flatform, but couldnt find the bus... onli to know dat the bus haven arrive.. meanwhile,there is a bus which is ready for departure.it looks a bit high class.after asking dat operator, we can sit the bus but to pay Rm5 more..we do not wan to waste time on there, so we agreed..its a vip coach with electronic chairs and tv @every seat. hmm my first experience..i have to say a trip to penang its really long... its a 5 hour long journey..my dad watched two movies while i sleep as much as i can...haha..we reached penang at abt 6.45..sat a taxi then to my sisters condo.. its juz around 650 meters away..and guess what ? ... it cause it Rm10 per trip... penang taxi is famous for not using a meter.. it would have been onli a few ringgit if it's in kl ... after meeting my sister, we went down for dinner...its juz down stairs of N-park.. i ordered a plate of fried kuey tiow and hokkien mee, and also ate some satay... yeah dat's me .. when ever i m in penang...i would have 2 servings per meal...and i m not fat k ? healthy is the word.. haha ... someone said so..nothing much abt the first day, after eating, we went up to the condo and have a bath..due to the lack of transport, we stayed in my sisters room the rest of the nite..with my dad lying down thinking where to go the next time, and as for me ... i have to rush out my assignments...not bad i would say... i manage to finish an essay on dat nite..hehe... the next morning, we rented a car from a company.and hurray.. we start touring penang... at first we were suppose to have famous chicken rice, but the shop was closed.so we settled our breakfast by juz eating some dim sum..we headed of to a big n nice pet shop after that... wow the things there are veli equip and most of them were imported...well, everyone will know what will be inside a pet show... hehe..prangin mall is our next destination.according to my sis, there r a lot of hand phones shop, so we juz decided to go n look around..nothing much there. In the afternoon, we went to Penang Hill... its amazing how the british ppl can built the railway straight up to the top without not much technology few decades ago.its was really steep....and they manage to do so...i would like to think that ancient people are more knowleageable than what we are today... we depend on technology but they depend on their hands and physical strength...this makes me think that... How great is our living God that creates the mountain and the seas and to the extend of creating the whole universe! After that we had our late lunch near penang hill… again… two servings for me… a bowl of hokkien mee and a bowl of chicken n egg porridge… delicious!.. in the evening, we went for a swim in the pool @ my sister’s condo…at least exercise a bit before I can stuff more food inside..:) the next agenda was Queensbay Mall… the largest mall in penang I think…in particular, I only went to two shops, which is toy r’ us and Yamaha music shop…nothing much to explore.. no toys that attracts my attention.. haha.. after that, we went to USM coz my sister need to go to the studio to get some of her left over stuff…and we took the opportunity to learn driving… the driver instructor was my dad… haha …teaching my sister how to operate a manual car… we laughed throughout the 30 mins in the usm compound..its was fun though… hmmm and finally, its dinner time again… its 11.15 p.m then.. this time I ate a plate of fried tang hoon and a bowl of hokkien mee again… really nice la.. penang food…and its cheaper than KL for sure.. The next day, we headed to ayer hitam again to have our breakfast.... n here AGAIN… I have 2 servings… a bowl of kuey chap and a plate of fried kuey tiow… according to my dad, I must eat till I m satisfied… after all we have had a long journey to penang… haha… since there is still a lot of fuel in the car… dad brought us for a ride… we spent about 30 mins makan angin around penang… after that , we return the car to the company and the guy fetched me n dad to the bus station .. its time to go back to kl dy.. this time… our bus was even more special… with stewardess serving us in the bus… another new experience…juz like sitting an aeroplane… with a samsung flat screen in the bus…a good thing that they provide us drinks, n food n good service… if not it wont be worth for that price that we pay … hehe.. the journey took us 4 n the half hours.. without me noticing it, I m already in my room.. alone… without anyone @ home… lonely again… haha..in a nutshell, it was enjoyable… it will be more enjoyeable if I dun have my load of assignments in my mind…J ….

so near yet so far

distance is not a main problem for a friendship or rather a relationship... it is always the heart that matters..u can be very near to somone.. maybe it will onli take u a 30 min drive to meet that person... or even the person will be next to u .but if that person's heart is not with you... u wont feel the closeness..and it will feel as though that person is very far from u ..however, if a person is far from u,but always keep each other in mind,caring each other, smsing each other..the distance of the heart is very near.the closeness is there.doesnt matter how far we are..still the important thing is the heart that matters. this is wat i personally experienced and feel before...distance is not a problem.. but the HEART.. so far far away...

A new challenge in life..:p

hyesterday, i ve face a BIG challenge in my life... want to know what was it ? haha ... i face the challenge of ice skating..i never ever tried it before... my friends ask me to go ice skating a few days ago..and i was a bit reluctant and not really keen of going ...u know why ? because i m kind of timid guy... haha...in my mind i was thinking... oops ice skating a ? can i make it ? ... haha. ... and a lot of questions come in to my mind too..can i ever balance my self with juz a thin blade down the skating shoes.... however, somone successfully persuaded me to go.. hehe ... so off we went to sunway after our business lecture... as we go into sunway piramid ... i can feel like i am nearer n nearer to the challenge!..anyway, i ve decided to try it out.. since i think that it was quite fun... before we went into the skating ring.. we had to prepare our self...taking the skating shoes from the counter and wearing it....hehe i felt so pai seh la...instead of me tying my owe skating shoe....jessica helped me to tie it.. hey thanks ya...anyway its not i duno how to tie ok .... is juz dat i tie it too loose, and it makes me veli hard to balance.. hehe..now is the time where we are allowed to go into the skating ring...oops... the fear in me comes again... anyway i still go on... i keep holding on to the side of the skating ring....n onli did i realised that there were a lot of beginners like me ..this give me some encouragement... haha... really thanks to matt,jess, n grace.. they were so patient teaching me how to skate... they are always there to be my pillar n holding my hand...eventually i know how to skate a little but still need to hold on to something.. if not i will fall for sure... matt says that i walk more then i skate.. haha..actually, this also applies in our daily life, we are scared of failure and have little confidence in ourself...and we always seek to hold on to something or somebody which we can trust and lead us... there is no one other than Jesus... He is forever saying..."fear not, for I am with you" and this really gives great comfort n encouragement..family, friends and relatives will fail us because we are humans, but God never fails...anyway, we skate for quite sometime,and my leg hurts le... but its still fun anway... so proud of myself la..nono... hehe ... all credit goes to my friends who teach n help me ...i trully enjoy ice skating, and most importantly the time we spent together as friends..time flies and it was soon evening time, we bought a drink and some snacks in kfc and off we went home...most of us took the different bus... and fortunely.. matt took the same bus with me, this makes me not so bored and at least got people to talk to me in the bus... we ate the cheese wedges in the bus eventhough we are not allowed to... we are breaking the law... who cares.. no one look at us also ... haha...that's all about yesterday...i really appreciate my friends in college which makes my life more enjoyable in kl eventhough they have different personalities.. saya orang kampung... mesti jaga saya ya... hahha.. juz joking

It's labour day!

well, you people will be bored if i keep writting about serious topics.so to attract more people to view my blog.. ahem.. i ve decided to write something which is more casual and about what i did today..Can be counted as a daily diary of mine...As planned a few days ago,my friends and i went for badminton this morning... the venue suppose to be near to our living place, but our classmate, jessica couldnt make it if its to far for her... so we decided to go some where which is near her house .... which is in pj..near for her but far for most of us... hehe in fact, all of us... haha .... matt,grace, n i have to sit two trains before reaching there..hey jessica, not blaming u a... dont worry.. As we were waiting for jessica in the lrt station, a van selling rojak caught my attention, and i simply could not resist it..I ran across the road and buy myself a packet of mee rojak sotong... Can u imagine dat the mee with a piece of sotong and egg cause me rm4 ?... i think this is why the rojak seller have no business.nvm once bitten twice shy.. is it approriate in this situation?... haha hope so... and the indian man t old me"lu banyak ong o, kamu orang pertama yang beli daripada saya hari ini" ... hmm i was like oh ok... hehe.. It has been quite sometimes since i played badminton... 1 month ago i guess...and my stamina is really bad now.. cant tahan already after half an hour... maybe because of the rojak that i ate...hehe..actually mars , another classmate of mine wil also be joining us today, but yesterday all of a sudden put aeroplane... haha... never mind four of us still enjoyed..In fact, yesterday nite n this morning, my uncle keep persuading me to go down to muar with him, but it will be tiring for me to travel within a short period of time, so i refuse..so the opportunity cost of playing badminton with classmates is the lost of opportunity to go back to muar... haha.... After playing badminton, we went for lunch.... food again !!so tempting... actually i don't wan to eat... but see everyone is eating i also tak boleh tahan la.. eat again... hahaha... i eat more than i play badminton... oops... in a nutshell, the badminton session n outing with classmates is fun and enjoyable.... when's next ? this friday ?... haha... yet to know..now i m all alone in the room... with no one at home... my computer is my companion for tonight....dat is the reason i m writting this post now .... :p.... Ate fried kuey tiow for dinner... and my supper is still awaiting me... haha... Well, muar food are still better... hehe... dats all for today... God bless everyone!byez...

effort vs results

How much effort we put in is how much we will get in return... this is something that we often hear from others. Is that really true? well, it is to a certain extent true without considering other factors.Effort could be define as doing or accomplishing something with full earnesses.Results is the outcome resulting from our effort.Nowadays, people normally look at the results and not the effort we put in.Results are most important regardless of how the results come from.This could often lead to social ills and a lot of problems.This is because people could do anything, to the extend of using a back way to produce a results which will be admire by others.Ever heard a boss saying"no matter what, within a time of period, u need to earn a certain amount of profit for the company" ... this is an example of seeing the results more than the effort.there are certainly lots of examples regarding this issue.In a student's view, results in an examination of test is very important...we tend to get disappointed if our results is not satisfactory... However, how many of us can appreciate our own effort more than the results that we produce? if u look it that way, our life will be more happier for we are focusing on the effort we put in and not so much concern about the results.. well i m not saying that results is not important... it is important... but a balance must be struck between results and effort...don't u agree with me ? :p comments are muchly appreciated... i ve got to go... assesment 1 next week... still a bit blur about it .... wil be back soon ....

A mask in life...

Are we living n carrying ourself as who we really are in the society in this world?Are we who we are when we meet hang out with our friends?can we be totally transparent to everyone around us ?....In reality, i strongly believed dat there is always a mask dat covers our true self...why is dat so ? It is because we want people to have a good impression on us in life.. It is the pride in us that hinders us from revealing our weaknesses...We would always like to hear praises from people, complementing us with good words... but when it comes to bad comments, we tend to take it very hard n very difficult to accept it... In my opinion, we should really balanced our self in such a way that we r able to treat complements n comments from people in a positive approach... Often, we tend to envy some one with a higher status or more popular among their circle of friends, n we have a high tendency to follow their style and this makes us put up a mask, an hinders us to potray our real self to others, do u know dat , everybody do have their own positive points?however, human nature is always seeking for more and its hard for a person to be satisfied on who they are n what they have... someone said to me...don't be a trend follower but be a trend setter...n i think its pretty true.. but most importantly is that we can be our true self juz like who really are in our real inner self... the question is , are we able to take down the mask which is the 'fake self' n to show our true self to everyone surrounding us ?Its difficult, but its not impossible... let's work towards it!

weekend.....

After my law lecture on friday, i went to pudu n took a bus back to my hometown, muar.. had been waiting for the day quite many days ago... miss muar, miss the youths, miss parents, and also everything in muar!this is my second time back to muar since i came up to kl.well, everyone would most likely to know what can be done in the bus, nothing to do other than pressing the phone n sleeping...
reached at about 2 o clock, and at dat veli moment, i received a msg from henry, yong sern n jameson.we had earlier plan to go to the muar pc fair...due to that, i had a quick lunch... thanks to my dad.. he bought me chicken rice ball which i long to eat n hardly could find it in kl...then off i go to meet up with yong sern.. to my suprise... there was more friends there, all my secondary school friends... never met them since finish our spm.. quite happy n excited to be together again!i m somehow excited about the pc fair in muar eventhough i went to the kl 1 last week...maybe because previous pc fair in muar was cancelled due to some reasons..well, enought said of the pc fair thing...
after that i went home n chit chatted with my dad... we can talk bout lots n lots of things.. mostly electronic stuff i guess... hehe .... soon after it was nite time , and this is one of the time which i awaited the most... to go to EYM.... fuh!it has been quite some time since i last went...its happy to attend the youth service again.quite a lot of changes which is good... :p .... went for supper, or i shd say is dinner with the youths...really enjoy it, good fellowship, nice n cheap food... haha... muar is the best~ dat marks d end of friday....
the moment i wake up, it was alr saturday, how nice to sleep on my own nice n big bed once again... slept well without any disturbance.. no mosquitoes visited me ...haha.. went for breakfast with my dad ... n stayed at home... here comes afternoon and we ve decided to go to bp for shopping n eating.... notice dat eat,eat n eat.... some youths n adults in church say dat i ve grown fatter since i come to kl... aiks ... i tot i shd be thinner.... nvm nvm... diet diet..cant eat so much edi.. haha... n samatha says i look more ah pek now... r u sure btw ? ... juz jk... :p
some would say dat muar is a dull place, but no!once u come to kl... u will start to cherish everything in muar, in kl is like ... wow u will be sanwiched when u sit the lrt, rushing here n there... in muar is much slower n enjoyable.... sometimes is good dat we pause from our daily routine... n sit back to think back what we have don, often we do oversee this... this is important so dat we can know our wrongs or weaknesses n amend it... n it is also essential so as to make sure our actions do not hurt others...
oops i think i m lost, better not crap too much here .. haha ok now we move on to sunday... went to church... n to my suprise.. our church was full... this doesnt happen often...esp during normal weekends. n yeah!we have a new drummer... jia xin .. veli proud of him...soon, its time to go back to KL..the time in muar is like passing so fast, three days over juz like dat..i wish i could stay longer... but i couldnt..:p muar wait for me !!i will be back soon again!!.. hahha
dats all for today, guess u ppl will be bored if u finish reading this blog.... hehe ... anyway take care everyone!

Cherish.....

recently,to be specific this year and last year,me my self , my family members n my friends had seen quite a number of people leaving this world...be it due to accidents, sickness, n etc..And all happens too suddenly...death happens to everyone... not to the old but also to the young. do u know where u will go after we leave this world?Jesus promise us dat if we believe in Him n obey His commandments, we will be in heaven with Him..the onli way to heaven is through Him, this is the promise Jesus gave us in the HOLY BIBLE.Do not hesitate anymore,accept Him as ur personal saviour today!u maybe think dat, why should i accept Him , why should i know bout Him... but i m sure to tell u this..no matter how rich u r, how loaded u r, or even how happy u r with ur friends surrounding u , at the end of the day u will still feel the emptiness in ur heart dat no one can fill it except Jesus. He doesnt promise us dat after following Him, our life will be like a bed of roses, but be sure that He will see u through every troubles n life trials dat we will be facing. n every difficulties dat we face in life is not without a purpose... He has is will for each and everyone of us...
Well,it may seem to u dat this is yet again another blog who calls us to be christians...lotz of ppl will think dat christians are always like dat... forever pulling ppl into their religion.. but christianity is not onli a religion, but it is about our relationship with Jesus..how far can u run away from Him.... Jesus is knocking at ur door and say: my precious children come home for i have prepare a place for u in heaven... however it is up to us to accept His calling....so wat is ur decision today ?
Meanwhile, we should really cherish the loved ones around us, for we dunno wat will happen next.. maybe i will juz leave the world the min i finish writing this blog ? who knows?... dun hesitate to complement ur love ones if u wan to ....for u duno wat will happen next... be thankful and greatful for wat ur family members n friends had done for u ...cherish them while they are still available on earth.. dun ever hesitate or it will be too late...Cherish is the word for today!Lets live our life to the fullest everyday!

memories can onli be kept in the heart

Memories can onli be kept in the heart, the phrase itselfs indeed carries the meaning of it.Not long ago,i ve juz lost some one who is very dear to me, which is my grandpa.He is the best grandpa that one would have.... Its was 7.20a.m, as usual my alarm rings n i m awakened by it, juz when i wanted to off the alarm on my phone, i realised 2 miss calls n one msg.The content of the msg juz really saddened me, it was my uncle telling me dat my grandpa passed away early in the morning..at dat moment, i was stucked on my emotions, i duno how to react, and i was in a state whereby i juz cant believe it, but i still when for my lecture before going back to muar with my aunt.As i reached my grandpa's house, i juz couldnt control my self n broke down in tears.... i sat down beside the coffin and memories began to run in my mind.
When i was young, my ah kong is someone who is the dearest to me, i sleep with him everynite, n i still remember i will normally put my leg on his stomach, well this was due to my sleeping habit i think.He will be the earliest to wake up in the morning, does his exercise, n prepare milk n sometimes to the extent of preparing breakfast for me. He wakes me up n make sure dat i finish the cup of milk and eating cod liver oil before he fetches me to school with his antique car.Often, i m the earliest to reach school. i was not even once late for school during my primary school days. When 12.15 p.m approaches, dat is one hour before school ends, i can look from the top of the sch dat my ah kong is waiting to fetch me back. He will be always the earliest.Besides, my beloved grandpa is the one who prepares our lunch n dinner, n his cooking was delicious!The time i had with him is the most memorable moments i have in my life...its a great lost to me as well to my family members to have lose a great n wonderful grandfather like him.I really love him dearly and i wish dat he will know dat we really appreciate him for wat he have done in our lives n also for juz being who he is..My wish was to bring my ah kong for my graduation day 5 years later, n i think dat is the most precious gift dat i could offer to him, but unfortunetaly, he wont be able to make it.I will live a meaningful life n successfully to make him proud!
Good bye my dear ah kong!!I love u from the bottom of my heart...